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Wow, what a crazy trip it’s been! The first file for this story was created in July of 2008, just days after finishing Big Bang 2008, we must reinvent love. The actual first draft was started in February of 2009.
The story itself takes place between September and December of 2008, so while some of the pop culture references may not seem relevant now, they were then. Or something.
Just to give you an idea of how long this thing really is; it is nearly the exact same word count as Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. That is freaking insane. I had no idea it was actually THAT long. This is officially the longest thing I have ever written in my life.
I have an insane amount of people I need to thank before I start rambling. First off, I owe my first born to my beta,
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I must also give very special shout-out to
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So many people have helped shape this story in one way or another. I can’t name them all.
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Huge thanks to
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And oh god,
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And now, onto the story. This thing was a blast to write, guys. It was an emotional rollercoaster most of the time, but an enjoyable one. I learned I am far too invested in these boys, but I can’t help it.
This is a story about growing up, and struggling to find out who you are as an adult without leaving the kid in you behind. It’s a story about love and friendship and how essential those things are. But mainly, it’s a story about pretty boys banging each other’s brains out, am I right? ;D
And, as always, this story and the entire 'verse remains a love letter to California. I love you, state, even if you’ve been kind of a douche lately.
Also, my sincerest apologies to Matt Nathanson. I didn’t mean to make you a character in fanfic, honestly. But you are too funny and adorable to resist! At least I just had you coo over adorable gay boys instead of read an excerpt from another romance novel on stage. Oh Matt, never change.
I also apologize to Josh Ackles and Jeff Padalecki. I don’t have any specific reason in mind but it probably needs to be said all the same.
Until next time!
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